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I'm Back! (an explanation)Hey everybody! It's-a me, a Emma <3I'm Back! (an explanation) by ryotaa
I'd just like to start off by saying sorry for scaring all of you the way I did. But I want you to know that I honestly wouldn't have just up and deactivated like that if I hadn't felt so truly upset the way I did. I didn't really plan on coming back...but you're lucky because I have a ton of weenie friends who forced me to come back against my will and- (jk they were really sweet and really are the reason I decided to turn around and come back).
Basically, it was a number of things that started piling up to the point that I just couldn't handle being on here. I felt tired, unwilling to socialize, felt left out and lonely (though that was probably me just projecting my own fears onto myself), and feeling so self-conscious about my art, like...I just wasn't in a great state of mind.
But the breaking point for me was when I received a note from someone who I thought was a friend. I reached out to them, and I received a response that was